- TV in my head - a condition where I have "khayalan" in my head which was hard to control even though usually I'm able to control it.
- Dilated pupils and "blurred" mind and inability to focus - I will be fucking staring at nothing, it would seems like I was looking at something far away. This usually happens during breaks and I hope I don't appear as a crackhead. Plus it was hard for me to focus my view. Fuck!
- Freaking depressed. I want to quit my job. My inside sort of cried and the projection I made in my head was fucking scary. I suspect being around politically correct people talking and acting politically correct and their talking about fucking work policy caused the depression.
To add to those I was also bombarded with:
- Anecdotal evidence used as proof. Did they fucking failed Statistics 101.
- Random words that sounds good and "deep" used as truth without rational.
- idolatry of people in position of power. Random words sputtered from their mouths used as gospel. Fuck!
- Pseudo-thinkers - Using random words that sounds good as truth.
- Pseudo-philosophers - Yapping shallow and non-logical "philosophy".
- Fucking jargons used out of context.
- Positivism ideas.
- Religion twisted to make people obey without thinking.
- Fucking brain washing.
- Necessity mistaken to be causality.
Darn, reading Nassim Taleb really gave me a new perspective. I feel like losing my mind(seriously) and forgive I want to go pig out unhealthy food now; that's how I cope with these kinds of things.