Again with the same topic. But this time it will be on a different aspect altogether. Not the problems, boredom and how it started. It's how I'm feeling about my work now. I strongly think that it's important because of a few reasons: I'm very fickle minded and do not hesitate to cabut if things are really shitty; I'm not the alpha dog type who grit their teeth and bears through pain with machismo. My tolerance to workplace nonsense is very low. The second reason: I spend a lot of time(by my standard) on my work. I sometimes even think about the things I want to do the next day. Thirdly but not last spending long hours doing some shitty thing doesn't really makes sense, even if it's good money, well that's only for me. Or was the money from my previous job not enough? Maybe, hahahaha!!!
I noticed that now I can wake up every morning more easily and more willingly. Even if I wake up still being a little sleepy, I just stay in bed to shake it off. No more hesitating waking up because I hate to get to work. Heck, I even want to go to work nowadays. Thank god I get to do what I prefer. I even spend a few minutes every morning and after works to do some light stretching without the feeling of rush. It doesn't mean that I move slower, let time passed by, instead I do things one by one, do it properly and living every moment doing it. Ahhh it's good to do programming without crazy dateline, not many meetings(currently) and not many paperwork at the moment.
I've reached the end of my line of ideas. I have no more things to elaborate. Maybe because I'm not angry nor I am emotionally suffering. Those feelings really helped me in generating ideas and better the flow of my writing, or typing. Hmmm, maybe I need to read more, understand more, memorize more and utilize my brain to think more, not just use it for my "TV in my brain" syndrome. But that takes a lot of work and energy, sigh. Chill, dear me. It's all just small things. Don't let it overwhelm you. Taking a short pause brought the idea seed of traffic ticket. I wonder if I should write about it now or let the idea matures or rot and die at the back of my mind.
Work seems more sane compared to my last job. Even though I take sometimes for breakfast, I still find myself doing work most of the time. Except of course for the few minutes of peeking into Facebook that doesn't lead to anything, taking fag breaks, taking a few moments to chill when I'm stuck doing programming. What I want to say is I still have things to do. It's fun to work when I'm not bogged down with silly and nonsensical trivial matters such as paperwork, mindless meeting or monthly assembly. Ohhh the assembly! Hahahahaha!
Well, that's all for now. Ta-ta.
